small steps making BIG differences

I'm in packing mood. The house was in real mess, caused by my BKK's stuffs which now cleared from the doorway.

Anyway, it have been 2 nights in a row I arrived home after nine pm.

It's sad, considering I'm currently on my short-semester. Short. It's supposed to be simple. yeah?

Anyway, 2 days till Bangkok. YAY *excitedness. The feeling is quiet similar to feeling of night before going to beach 10 years ago. Excited, worrisome, sleepless night and praying that non-stop things will go smoothly.

Never thought that I'm a meticulous traveler. With list of things. Supplies of medicine. Extra clothing.

Just because I'm traveling with friends without family that I can go merengek-rengek sakit perut la pening la. It always Mama's job to bring all the meds supplies :)

This would be my second time behind the border. The first one was Medan 2006

Anyhooooo

I'm trying to make changes to few very small little things in my daily life

Ya know, making adjustments that not even noticed, or bothered by others

But making differences surely

It was said, to change is a hardwork

I'm partially agree

To change with motivation, with reason, and with determination

should make things a lot easier

IMO, the key of change-ing was faking things till it gets real

with constant reminder

And things absolutely got easier since it is because of Him

Insha Allah :)

Susah juga bila benda yang tak berapa betul dah jadi sebati dengan kita

Walau kita tersedar dan mahu berubah dan merubah

Tapi nak suruh orang lain sama tersedar sangat payah

Sebab yang salah tu dah ada dalam pembuluh darah

Tapi hakikatnya, benda salah tak jadi mudah hanya kerana semua orang buat

Dan yang mah berubah dan merubah harus susah payah