kpop and me

I started listening to Kpop since I was 14, and remain as a fan till today. Since that I stopped listening other kind of songs. I listened to all kinds of Kpop; ballads, pops, hip hop. I became a fan of; Wheesung, Super Junior, Epik High, Navi, Shinee... just to name a few.

And every time Mama or others said " you've been listening to much of that", I always disregard them by saying "No lahh, just treat these songs like one of your Siti Nurhaliza's. It's the same, except I can't understand the cheesy lyrics"

But things turn sour once I got too much into it. 

"Too much of anything is not good for you" - Dr Kumaran (we were talking about vegetarianism at that time)

That I spent hours and hours youtube-ing. Spent too much time watching numerous videos on youtube. All kinds of those; performance vids, backstage vids, interview vids, fan cam vids, bloopers vids. ALL kinds.

That I started thinking of spending money for KPop. (I always interested to go to Kpop concerts. Luckily there's always reason not to go; wasn't in KL, no money, held in night club etc etc)

I downloads all kinds of vids, and pictures and fanfics. When I was in highschool, I read FF, I listened to Kpop, I practice PS by making posters using Korean artist pictures. #Ihavenolife

Yes, I still have good weekend laughter by watching Running Man, had fun watching English-Korean translation in Oh My School,  killed the boredom with KDrama marathon. 

Quoting Atique: 

I wonder what these people would feel like once they grew out of their kpop obsession and realize how much time and money hv been wasted...

Nahh, I'm not yet "grew out of my kpop obsession". But I realized things are no longer cool when my Kpop fanaticism is a bit too much. It's no longer "songs that I leisurely listened to". Because I got crazy about it. So I decided I should tone it down a bit.

I read this in Contengan Jalanan by Hlovate

Yahya Ibn Mu'adh (radiyallahu anhu) `May Allah be pleased with him' said: "I don't order you to abandon life but to abandon sins. Abandoning life is a virtue and abandoning sins is a duty, so your need for this latter is greater than your need for the former." 

In my case, I decided I should drop the craziness, and remain with the Kpop that I leisurely listen to. 

So, dah takde dah malam minggu berjaga sampai 3,4 pagi sampai Subuh pon terbabas (berdosa gila) sebab malam tu beryuktiuk.  InsyaAllah tak berangan dah nak pegi terpekik pekik kat Super Show. Tak nak dah kumpul album Kpop yang harganya paling murah RM70, kirim kat orang segala bagai.

 

Betul, 2,3 hari lepas eksaited gilerr nak pegi Putrajaya. Semue status yg sebut SJM telah di-like. Tapi kalau difikir ditimbang balik, tak payah la derr. Kalau tanya hati yang muda remaja mmg naik ERL ke bas ke segala lah mmg sanggup, tapi.... Alhamdulillah. 

 

Untuk seorang Wan Nor Hapsah tinggalkan segala jenis lagu yang duniawi secara keseluruhan mungkin memerlukan satu perjuangan yang jauuhhhhhhh perjalanannya. Doakan saya.

 

p/s: Tak saya tak cakap saya takkan download lagu baru atau stop tgk drama-drama baru. Tapi saya tak nak dah gila-gila macam hari tu. Jom tone down sket. Nak delete terus 100,200gb video-video tuh takde kekuatan. Tp perlahan-perlahan la. =D